Why?

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Why won’t you answer me?
Why are my calls and texts UN-returned?
What’s wrong with you?
What happened?
Why won’t you talk to me?
Where did you go?
Why do I care more for you?

… Care more than you’ll ever know.

© Paige Turner

https://paigeturnerthinkingoutloud.wordpress.com

Two Sided Story

There is always more than one story when it comes to Man & Woman . . .

(Woman’s Thoughts)

We look at the whole picture
Dissecting all the details
Gathering information
Digging out the dirt

And then we say what we suspect or what’s on our mind…

This could take time,
Even months…
Or,
We might straight up explode the truth
And blindside you on a great day.

(Man’s Thoughts)

Seeing what’s right in front of you
In the moment of right now
Not having to think about it
Willing to lay in dirt

Making himself feel as if he has done no wrong…

He believes in his lies
They become his truth…
Or,
He doesn’t give a fuck if he got caught
He’s moved on without notice

It’s a two sided story . . . and my side says “He cheated!”

© Paige Turner

• Please be kind and truthful to those you say you love.

There Were No Words . . .

Only moans vibrated out of our mouths
Feeling tingly warm breath upon flesh
He stopped to suckle my breast
As his mouth made way below my navel

My head leans back and my fingers slide perfectly between his
He tenderly massages my breast with his other hand
Excitement runs through me
As his mouth enters the sacred

Nourished by my sweet blooming flower
Feeding on our strong sexual desire
You and I become one for the next hour
Fulfilling our sexual need and fucking till we expire . . .

© Paige Turner

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Suggestions

He suggested I wear more vibrant colors
He doesn’t like seeing me in dark colors
He suggested I wear Mascara
He thought my eyes would be prettier
He suggested I wear high heels and a dress
He wants to see me be more womanly
He suggested I wear lipstick
He wants to kiss my pretty lips
He suggested I send him nude pictures
He wants to see my naked body
He suggested I call him more
He wants to hear my voice
He suggested I listen more
He thinks I don’t hear him
He suggested I be his woman
He must be crazy . . .
He suggests I become someone else.

© Paige Turner

Escaping My Prison

Regret fastens to me like a child needing their mother
Over and over I do not understand the decisions I make
I listen to the words “we are adults making grown up choices”
But in that moment, I abandon all sound decisions

Your touch feeds my hungry soul
I can’t help but to let go . . .

Surrendering to become intimately yours
Every part of my body I allow you to explore
I get lost in the world of seduction
For a moment loving you as if there would be more . . .

My sexual frustrations gone out the door
Hunger pains released with an explosion inside
The feelings I feel, I cannot hide
Just for a moment you loved the ride

Back to reality moments later
Realization that he doesn’t love me
All he did was fuck me
Allowing me to escape my prison once more . . .

Regret consumes me, and I shut the door.

© Paige Turner

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